Friday, February 06, 2004

Usually on Friday nights, work tends to be a little bit slower than most other days. Tonight of course was an exception. Somebody had died earlier and the family was moving her things out of her room. Other visitors were coming and going, and they thought it might be nice to make idle chit-chat with me. I like to say hello, goodbye, and have a good evening, but these people wanted to say more to me than just that. I ended up having maybe two minute long conversations with people when I only wanted a 30-second long greeting.

I was busy playing games and I didn't need these people bothering me. Nursing assistants were also coming up to talk to me and I was thinking, fucking leave me the hell alone. I don't want to talk to any of you people. I just want to play my damn games on the internet. The games that I use are at gamerival.com (thank you megan) and they all pretty much have timers on them. So if I want to stop to talk to someone, the timer usually runs out. I tried to play mahjong tonight a bunch of times, but I was always interrupted. It was pissing me off. I finally stopped playing games, and what do you know, nobody is here to bother me. It's as dead as a tomb in here. Wow!!

I spose if I started playing something, the phone would ring, somebody wouldn't be able to get in the door, or a damn resident (i think you know who) would start talking to me.

I realize that this may sound a bit like, well, you are supposed to be working, but there is no work for me to be doing, so I sit here on my ass or I play some games and look busy. Why can't these people just leave me the fuck alone sometimes.

Thursday, February 05, 2004

Dammit, I like being on top!!!